So. It is said that once high school is over the drama comes to an end. I have been out of high school for coming up on 3 years and, it would seem that the drama has done nothing but grow more intense. Stupid guys and their perceptions. Stupid girls and their materialism. Stupid teachers with their corrupt mentalities. Stupid parents treating me like an infant. It's insane! It's stupid! It is fucking retarded!

So the boyfriend I was so excited about is no longer a part of my life, the process of removing him took nearly two weeks due to his begging, pleading and refusal to get the point when I told him to fuck himself. Sad really. I don't think he knows just how pathetic he truly is. Then again, perhaps I'm allowing my own perceptions to alter what is reality. At this point, I don't care if that is the case or not.

I still hate men. I would love to cut every penis off with a rusted spoon and force it down their throat if I could.... Afterall, with the number that I've seen, with the way they have been, maybe it'll make them fall in line and behave themselves. If not, I'm sure the tetnis will set in or the slow bleeding to death will convince them otherwise when they open their eyes to a sulfer pit.

Wow. I'm a hanus bitch but I'm angry and heartbroken! I have done nothing to forgive the past. The past is unforgiveable...

So I suppose I am doomed. Doomed to live out the rest of my days alone and with a vengeful mind. Perhaps one day, I will avenge the wrongs that have been done not only onto me, by onto every girl before and after me whom has suffered the consequence of a disloyal, abusive, disgrace of a man.....